When you thought you loved me

Cuddle me and tell no-one.

I want your warm.

I know you keep the sun tucked between your bra-straps.

Glowing skin with gliding sparkle.

My finger tips like steady travelers.

Tattooing your inner thighs with my liquid whispering.

Don't listen to my heartbeat.

It might not lie

How much I miss you in the Great Alone.

You are like song, but I can't sing the proper notes.

For a moment I think about soulmates.

Like Summer Vacation when the school bell rings

And I remember again.

Of my prior obligation, burning rose gardens and soul killing.

I pretend to be King.

Clouded slavery in living room decor.

I want her bending and subservient.

The pineapple lamps look at me, stern, with foul disdain.

Kissing and moaning and sucking.

My penis is the Saber.

She is the Polisher for the next SLAYING.

Your mind is mine

after you think I am not like other guys.

Oh dear beloved.

Don't let the niceties feel nice.

We're all monsters

Some of us

just know

how to hide

it better.

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